PianogirlPlays, I could have almost written this exact same post! I am in great pain from my daughter rejecting me. The family of origin comments were deadly. I can still hear them and they seem to echo in my brain. I want to obliterate them! I am just hanging in there and I don't know what to do, waiting for a book I ordered on C-PTSD. I am glad you have a counselor, as do I. I send hugs to you.