Thank you for replying
Yes i have a therapist i see her in two weeks time
I am going back on Sunday
My husband will not be with me this time and ill have to cope on my own
but i can call him to come and get me at anytime

Am looking forward to Sunday
Krishna is now talking to me he says ill be fine
Krishna tells me when i feel scared to talk to him and he will help me
Most of my family are unaware that am going to the Hare Krishnas
only my sister knows and my husband of course

I am going to visit family soon and ill see my Bio dad and ill tell him about the Hare Krishnas am kinda nervous about it but Krishna will help me ill talk to him