i am so sorry for you...how angry you are.
i hope you hold on despite thse jokes in your family.
if you do you will be stronger.

no, not a ***** with no life, and not saying kill me....
becasue those words are only as true as YOU MAKE THEM. you can make them fade away.....

do you understand how much FREEDOM you have? your thoughts make your life.....

i hope you will hold on and that you can get professional halp, as you probably need.