wow elissa!!!! I feel for you hun. I was molested by my dad four years ago while I was going to school for my associate of arts degree .my mom died the year before I was molested by my dad . then after I graduated from college , my dad died four months after I graduated from college . I started to going to counseling last year and my therapist diagnosed me w anxiety and depression. then she asked if I wanted to a psychological evaluation .I told her yes cuz my family wanted me to do a psychological evaluation.when she got the results of my psychological evaluation she found out that I was suffering from not only anxiety and depression also PTSD too. my therapist and I worked on my PTSD first .she made do a dual awareness exercise in the office in which I pretend that my dad was in the room and I got mad at him for doing this despicable act to me . that was after I visited my dad's grave and got mad at him for what he had done to me . this was before Christmas and before I had my car accident in January .I needed to release my feelings about what my dad did to me four years ago .