Ex-T said I could email her 3 times, but I haven't. Mon-fri it's so easy to resist bc I'm SO BUSY but on sat and Sunday everything just slows down so much and my feelings resurge and demand to be felt. Been off and on crying today...I wish this day could be over already.

I want to take ambien or Xanax and just sleep til Monday, but I'm not sure how to dose it bc pills are more potent when on a fast, and I don't want to overdose myself.

I just want this day to be over.

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