I'm struggling at work and I'm feeling pretty low about it. I'm tired of being "weird" , the neurotic one, the typical artist type. Tired of being judged as I try to take on corporate bull sheet stuff I'm just no good at. I just want people in my life who are positive and praise me and like me for me, and help me with the things I struggle with.

The world doesn't care if I have a rough history, have a mental illness or if I have a learning disorder. I need you more than ever to make up for the deficit in support in my life. I know it is a lot to ask of one person, and maybe unfair.

I don't want to go down the road of feeling suicidal again but I feel like I'm drowning.