I should also say I'm pissed off because of some people I tried to contact to share the good news. I was really hoping to get together with some friends and celebrate this weekend. I thought if my depression was too much to deal with, maybe they would want to share some good news with me. Nobody could come this weekend, no one is going to join me on the walk tomorrow, it is another weekend alone, so I guess it wasn't the depression keeping people away, it is just me. My depression is definitely lifted because I am reacting from stress and sadness now rather than from hopelessness, I've been able to go out on my own and have fun and can laugh at all the new season sitcoms and enjoy all the new season dramas, which I couldn't do just a few months ago.