It's coming closer to a year now that I've been out of action. That depression finally beat me down. I've been looking back now thinking of the time that was lost, and how I want it back. I'm moving forward! I've taken many hits, but I hold on. I've learned so much about people and myself in this whole year.

I still have so many questions like, can I trust people, will I win, can I make it if this happens again, and will people understand. I have found out how people with mental illnesses are treated. I saw people that I thought where steady mountains fall into anger and confusion at me. I might have built to high of expectations for them.

I do want to let you guys know that I know how it feels now to be down. So down that it is impossible for me to even describe it to someone who has never experienced it.

A year has passed since my 0 hour. Lets keep fighting on!