Sitting here in the dark - what a humbling experience. Now I get to be alone with my thoughts - this could be dangerous. I was playing some old Clapton (Cream) what a great guitar player he was in his youth. Yeah I started to reflect on this missed opportunities and all the wasted time I spent, well, wasted. Some names and faces came back, Judy, Kathy, Allen, Robin, people I wish I would have gotten closer to but I was too stupid and lost at the time. Gee I hope my iPad battery doesn't run out before the power comes back on or I may have to go to bed and wait. You know I imagine death is like this - the lights just go out - I always thought that was a disturbing end to things. Growing wings and drifting into a cloud sounds better as long there is something to do in that cloud. This room sure is dark I keep walking around trying to turn the lights on - I'm getting so senile. I can barely see my hand - this would be a great time for a spiritual vision as long as the spirit brings a flashlight and maybe some Chinese take out.