Hello. I've been on Lexapro (now 20 mg) and Zyprexa (now 5 mg). I feel as though I've been slowly getting out of my depression, but gained a little bit of weight (now 140 lb.). Still playing a little bit of the video games, but not as much as I used to, mainly because I can't find anything to do at home. I've been trying to go back to learning math, but it seems as though most of the time it just seems boring. Sometimes I think that I should be a math teacher, but I just find math to be boring sometimes and I feel as though I'll never be able to learn all of it.

Now I feel like I should go out and talk to people. But I think one of the main reasons I've always been shy or introverted is because I just don't know what I should say to people. And I'm always afraid that I'll stop somewhere, getting to a point where there's no conversation and making it awkward. That's what I'm afraid. Does anyone else feel as though they don't know what to say to people?