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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
That sounds terrible, all of it sounds terribly terrible.
Except the part where you're preggerz. 
That's beautiful of course
Back to the terrible awful... Why did you two decide to get back together? 
The cheating, the lying, the standing you up, the being caught red handed and being nicer to the side dish than your main course, the never apologizing... All of it sounds terrible and I can't for the life of me imagine why you would CHOOSE to try again, especially whilst pregnant. 
I agree with EM, you need some down time, but sounds like your life is filled with wayyyy too much turmoil for that to be a feasible option.
Thinking of you  |
We got back together because I still love him and because he's the father of my child. I persued him pretty relentlessly (I was also manic at the time, so you can just imagine how very 'on a mission' I was). I didn't know that there was any significant other until several weeks later, and even then I was just guessing and really had no idea how "serious" it was.
I'm glad that I did persue him despite how awful that month (our broken up month) was. We love each other and our relationship gradually rekindled itself to a happy place again. We're excited for baby Jude to come about and to be parents.
Everything really is good now. The turmoil is just my brain hashing up the past, and especially a few things that I feel like I need closure for. It's indescribably annoying, like this sort of white noise banter bouncing about pointlessly in my head.
I do feel better since he's come home, though. I definitely dwell on it more when he's away.
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