Thank you both so much for talking with me. This has been weighing on me so heavy. Gosh, I don't think I could ever tell her these things. I still have to see her outside of our appointments and it's already hard enough for me with all that she knows about me. I am a very shy person. This whole experience has been a test and a blessing. I hope to continue to learn about myself and someday be able to be at peace in my own presence. Hopefully these feelings will pass soon! Thank you again, so much. This is a good site!

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