I'm having an anxiety attack for the first time in like a year. Taking 6 prozacs a day because I have too many. I'll go back to 4 a day as prescribed. I don't get anxiety unless I'm not on it or I mess with the dosage.

Never again.

But the millionare guy is delusional and an egotistical ******* idk kind I got to me but ya ritalin caffeine and the most potent SSRI in terms of serotonin and stimulation.

Ughhh can't even drink.

Was hearing voices like crazy last night. Paranoid.

I forgot to say that I'm not telling my mom about the paranoia because it would ruin the trip but I'm ok.

Also, had a conversation with the guy for like 2 hours.

At the kitchen table, it was the first time that I was able to have a conversation since I got anhedonia and I didn't drink a drop. That's progress for me.