I feel you. I was a voracious reader from the time I was 6 years old. Took speed reading as a high school elective and I tested at reading over 700 words per minute going in to the class so Lord knows how fast I was when I came out. I still buy books...it's a hard habit to break. Because I do love reading...just now it's more the IDEA of reading than the actual ability to sit and concentrate. Haven't been able to do that in several years.