Hi, I know on many occasions I made posts of "leaving" PC, I will not deny I not wanted but "needed" attention. But also I felt rejected so felt like I wanted to leave but after reply's I could only stay because I knew I was loved here. I just wanted to apologize for making those kind of posts, I must realize my topics arern't the most "understandble" of all, therefor the fewer replies, and some just don't know what to say, I'm sorry PC!!!!!!!!!!