I live a life where I can't reset. I'm surrounded by negativity and instability. I work full time. 40 or more hours so I can keep myself financial above water. I handle all the household affairs. I work every weekday. I rely on buses completely. Weekend buses run 50 to 60 minutes apart, and not much is available for me to use on weekends. I can't take time off without consequences. I live with spastic people, who throw a fit over anything minor. Meanwhile, my depression has spiked so high that I barely function. I don't eat and barely sleep anymore.