Dear T,

When i discussed my loneliness, how i have no one who cares for me...truly ! i meant it. i know i looked stupid...n i know u didnt believe me. u looked at me..like seriously..are you so out of it..??? no i am not out of anything..i understand the reality of my relationships...of ppl around me...how fake they are...i just dont know how to make you udnerstand this...this is NOT My depression talking...this is the ugly truth of my life..of my existence...i dont know the reason why i am here....and if i was to disappear ....no one would care...they will be saying good riddance.

i want u to come out of your statue like posture....and be more human...less clinical...
be that one person..who will listen to my story..and believe it.
talk to me like you care...like i matter.