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Originally Posted by SarahSweden
Yes, I´ve also noticed that the notifications don´t reach me sometimes. May I ask you how old you were when you met this girl?
It´s not odd if you´re say 15 or 20 and you´ve never felt love but now as I´m 35 I really feel abnormal when I´ve never dated and never been in love.
I think it´s sound to be mourning for some time when you´ve ended a relationship. I don´t believe in getting into a new relationship immediately.
As for the contact with therapists it´s still very hard for me, I wrote another thread about in the psychotherapy section. I have to pay for therapy out of my own pocket and that makes it a much more difficult situation.
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I was 30. I had her in my life up until the spring of this year. Little over a year and a half. Best time of my life. Though it was filled with a lot of heartache. But it was worth every tear. Now all there is is heartache. My whole life has been darkness. She's the only light I ever knew.
I could write a book on my experiences with my therapist. My former one. Not my most recent one. I've never had to pay for therapy. Never gone to private practice, just clinics.