When I decided Friday to come home (the dr let me decide about staying until Monday) I was warned that I'll be depressed for a while longer and would not be better before leaving the hospital. I was told I may have to come back.

I made it through the weekend. I've texted with my hospital roommate a lot which has helped a lot. But I am so sad still and exhausted and overall depressed and that scares me. I got the med adjustments in the hospital and can get another one in the next few days. I am better than I was 7 days ago, waiting in the psych er to find out if they could administer my routine meds. But I have so far to go still and my body has so much to sort out with the numerous changes that happened in the hospital.

I just wish I felt better enough to know I was staying out.