Well I honestly can't stand myself. I personally think I am the most hideous person on the planet and no one will ever love me.

The good news is I am in a place of flux. Where I feel things are changing and I am coming to terms with my looks and how I feel about myself. Beauty fades, I have been obsessed with the outer appearance for too long.

The key is to focus inward. Come to terms wth who and what you are and turn it into love. Love for yourself, kindness to yourself. Be kind be gentle with your yourself, that's the best way to boost your self confidence.