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angelicgoldfish05 · Aug 31, 2015 at 04:04 AM

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Originally Posted by waggiedog

Hello everyone. I'm uplifted to see that most of you are trying your level best to stay free of binging/purging. It doesn't matter how many days/nights it's been, every hour that passes free of our hellish disorder is a victory. MoxieDoxie, I too believe that how I am right now is the best it's ever gonna get, more than 30 years on from the initial symptoms and it all keeps reoccurring time after time. Yes, of course some folk DO make full recovery but I'm not one of them, I'm just not as totally extreme as I used to be.
Please please continue in your strides to recover, angelicgoldfish, Shattered Sanity, Tamarkirk, MoxiDoxi and Starthrrower ~~ Just do your best because nobody can expect more than that, it's your disorder, you hate it and don't want it but still strive.
Take care, HUGS and LOVES, as ever. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thanks Waggiedog... It has gotten worse for me of recent. 2 times today. 2 times? yesterday (at least... can't remember)... So Idk where it will go from here. Or even where I would want it to go....I hate it when I do it. I hate even the feeling like I have to do it. But I want to lose weight :/ I know it is harmful to my body. But that is not as important to me, which is probably sad. I only care about one thing atm and it is not about control or anything I don't think. I really do think it is just about weight loss. What a stupid way to try and lose weight.

Anyhow, thank you for your comment. It is good to have support here.