I miss my old weight and my old pretty self. I miss my old job and the comfort having it, the freedoms and the fact that I did it well. I miss having a life and being out there in the world.

But I think its important to put what I don't miss. I don't miss being an alcoholic depressed psychotic mess!

I think overall, the things I miss would be nice to have again, but the clarity I have gained through years of experience? I don't think I would trade it for anything in the world.