I wish that someone could help me, no one seems to listen and no one seems to care. And here I am on the internet reading forums, typing responses and then deciding not to post it because whats the actualy point?

I just want to stop having to deal with the continuous pain, I just dont know what to do anymore and how to keep floating I am absolutely exhausted on every single level.

If you have any ideas on how to stop feeling defeated thats not see your dr or try changing your meds let me know. . . at this stage I am open to anything.