((((((((((Carrie))))))))))))))

What he has done is HIS burden to bear, NOT yours, sweetheart. It is true that your life may have been drastically different if you had left him. But you also need to remember that there are things going on inside of you that wouldn't have stayed with him when you left. You can still be the Goddess that you really are. You can be that Goddess under ANY circumstance that life hands you. In fact, you already ARE that Goddess. You have been your whole life and you will always be. You are a beautiful person who happens to be in a lot of pain.

You do not deserve to be punished or hurt. You do deserve to have your safety and your boundaries. And you deserve to have your story and your feelings heard. I think you should talk to your T about all this (and continue telling us whatever you feel like sharing with us).

(((((safe hugs))))))) You can make it. You WILL make it. You are strong!

Angela