What is the actual point in all of this?
I mean, why do i fight day in and day out just to keep myself from ending? I have heard it would be peaceful so wouldnt that be a better alternative to constantly fighting. I am exhausted in every way manner and form, I have nothing left to give and nowhere left to go. So why do I keep on fighting?
Theres no one standing here with me and everyone always says "I am here for you" but in reality no one is "here" for me, and thats not me being dramatic. It is just how its is, If i dont text them first.... no contact. If i dont call them...... no contact. So Tell me again how you are here for me?
There is not one single person on this planet that knows absolutely everything that "i have been threw" in my life. Not one, and the one person who came close to knowing, the one who i thought was truly here for me and was here to help me and support me walked way when ***** got real. POOR GUY.