im 32 years old
my teachers always said i would amount to anything....
a nobody... so i believed it. didnt know how to cope with the pain, so i found outher means,
in and out of rehab, they eventually discovered im ADHD, which explains a lot, but doesnt help the nuns and yournfather trying to cane it out of you when yourngrowing up.
imncurrently in a clinic, and guess what, same story, the facilitor gives me the wholenlong speach, your a disturbance, these aother people have rights a recover. i was hypomanic in my eyes, doc reconsncompletely manic...... im surprised they didnt try and whip it out of me.
thing is, i statted typing on here, because 'friends' and family dontnreally care any more,
im just ***** scared im going to lose my bursary.
at the end of the the day its you against the universe,
and im really struggling to find a reason not to.
even the nurses dont get pain enogh to giveba f@$kj