most of my friendships don't last at all.

so i quit trying

and when people tell me oh i do care i really do, and i'll be their till the end.. i know it's nothing but a lie- and when things start going wrong they turn away.

even my best friend laura.. i'm thinking of cutting her out of my life for good, because even though she's a great person, i certainly can't handle her attitude anymore. (all about herself)