Hi,
I wonder how long that I'm going to be able to do a good job at work. I make my own schedule so that I don't have to go in when I can't face people. It hurts my finances but at least no one sees me at my worst. Today I was swinging between severe insecurity and thinking that I was so smart, so right. I got angry a lot, but tried to hide it. I said something rude to another employee, then I beat myself up for it. I know that I am on the edge at times, and it scares me. Most people respect and like me, but i think to myself, "if they only knew how hard it is sometimes to just show up." Does anyone else have challenges trying to stay fully functioning at work?