Hello

and welcome to Psych Central Marty!!! It's nice to meet you. You have joined a community of warm and caring members who will want to offer you support and advice. Yours is welcome as well.
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community liaison or moderator by left clicking on their name in blue to the left of their post if you need help navigating the forums. It will take some time for your first five posts to appear as they are being evaluated and then you will be able to join chats.
I'm sorry for your struggles.

I'm afraid I cannot give you anymore advice than CANDC already has. Please keep posting and hopefully someone with more success can help you. I found my insurance agents to be very obtuse and I did have to return to work in quite a bit of physical pain. You'll find we have a safe and supportive community. I'm glad you've joined us.
I look forward to seeing you around!!!