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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Yeah sometimes its just unavoidable..
I think it does help since you really are aware that you have this kind of struggle.. Lots of people have no self awareness and can't be proactive.
Hopefully life will play nice and you will get a break  |
thank u for ur words... it helps that u at least asked me these questions... felt reassuring somehow...
it helps, because i want to make sure that what im doing or saying isnt offending the people... but then it gets hard to deal with problems when no one wants to budge... no one wants to be honest... so then im left here without someone having the patience to either agree or show me where i am going wrong... so then i have to deal with it on my own, and then if i dont see any other possible reason, i start to get angry because i cant believe it doesnt make sense to them, and things escalate from there...
but what ive been seeing in the past couple of months now is tha maybe:
1. my self-awareness is making me controlling...
2. a little disorder isnt bad... meaning i cant settle the issue with them, so just let it be... and if it happens to physically affect me negatively, i can always channel my energy into finding a way to detach myself from the aftermath... meaning, i can shield myself and let them have at it...