I just want it to be Wednesday at 2:00 already, so I can read you my letter and get it over with. Except for when I've been walking by the river, this is all I've been thinking about for the past 2 weeks and it's making me feel FREAKING CRAZY. I hate that I obsess and ruminate like this. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH! Sometimes I just want to take something to make my mind SHUT THE HELL UP!