Got to say, ty for this thread... have really got a lot out of reading everyone elses stories and posts!! I have my own story... Even posted it... but then i got scared and deleted it. Maybe i will post again about it in the future... however, please just know... #1 that i am thankful for this thread, #2, that I can really feel for everyone who has shared their story... and #3... I can totally relate to a lot of what has been posted. #4, thank you all who posted for your replies...they (you) have really helped me a lot... in many ways...