Tina,
I'm in the same boat. I know how intimidating college can be, and how hard it is to deal with college when you are falling apart inside. It gets so lonely, too.
Let's be strong together, ok? Neither one of us is stupid and we can last until graduation day! Even if we aren't perfect or the single smartest people on campus, we are still good. Even if we don't get an A in every single class, we're still worth something. And there is a LOT more to being wise than just being book smart anyway, wouldn't you say? This is coming from a huge perfectionist with a driving need to be number ONE in every class (I'm challenging that in myself now, and working toward being the best ME instead of the best student).
((((hugs)))) if you want them
Angela