He has never moved out of the house and now on hospice. I am ok with that but not ok with his recent behavior towards me. He has gotten mean to me and the nurses and drs say this is normal for someone that is dying. I hate even saying those words. I don't know how to handle this from being the gentle person he was. I guess I just needed to vent a little bit. I am so stressed out though and I have no other outlet for support. I really just need to get away alone and cry I think. I dunno. They offer 5 days a month at the hospice house for respite which we just did but i was home and the phone was constantly ringing.
Have any of you gone thru hospice experience with a spouse? any ideas?
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