Incidentally I suffer and am in recovery from a severe bout of Depression. It was actually my boyfriend who suggested (in a very kind and supportive manner) that it was perhaps time I get help. He saw me almost twice daily during my lengthy hospital stay, was in communication with my nursing staff about my needs and was very active in supporting my recovery (we just broke up over a completely different matter but what I am trying to say is that the man/people in your life should be there for you).