- I got a new job, starting next Fri.
-Started my PhD program last week- feeling overwhelmed and a little under prepared.
- Moved in with my bf last month, things going okay but has its ups and downs.
- leaving old job and friends (new job is an hour away)
- getting a hard time from HR about vacation time, so that's stressing me out
I know I have a lot of changes going on and with me changing health insurance and relocating jobs, starting school- it's all A LOT. I feel myself getting really snippy and easily angry. My bf is super supportive but he's also a little paranoid that he's doing something wrong. He's not. I'm just having a hard time and am a little sad, nervous and excited at the same time.
I have a headache today- stupid people emailing me silly questions that I've given them the answer to a billion times. And, they have emails from me in which they have the info so they can refer back to that and answer their own question.
Work is giving me a hard time saying I have less vacation days than I do. I work at a college with freshmen, so I give a lot of irregular hours to my job. And now it's like they are saying thanks, but none of that counts. And a boot out the door. I am always the one the put together the goodbye parties and bday celebrations. I doubt they will even do anything for me when I leave.
I'm not sure if I should check in with my psych doc or counselor. Idk what insurance I'm going to have as of Oct 1, so idk if I can even make a new appt- I'll have to change docs bc I'm relocating. Psych docs usually have a few months wait for new patients. I have to change all my docs and banks, etc. I don't know what to do but I know I'm not feeling right about it all. I wa Sao exited last week and now I just don't know.
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