I HAVE to have goals and plans or contentment quickly slips away. It's happened time and again with dead end jobs and it's driven me to go back to school 3 times with the aim of getting an actual career. But at the same time, having such large goals is what drives my anxiety to a large extent and keeps me from rising above anything more than contentment. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but oh well.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD.
“No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle
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