Ok so I was with my T yesterday and he mentioned something about psychosis, I'm pretty sure that was the word.
He said people could have episodes even while on medicine, yada yada yada.

I'm going to admit, I do see things and when I say I see things I don't mean, like monsters or people or anything crazy. What I mean is. Sometimes out of the corner of my eye, sometimes it seems like for instance my dog is there. Or whatever. It isn't always. Just sometimes. And my dog is alive.

A little over 2 months ago, I was pushed and I hit my head. Ever since then, I have had all these symptoms hallucinations slowed thinking,irritability, dizziness, leg weakness, trouble finding right word, laughing inappropriately, balance problems, difficulty doing things I used to do.
I had an MRI that showed possible small vessel ischemic disease, which is small vessel disease.
I looked it up and completely have most of the symptoms. I am really upset that he would think that.

I haven't told anyone that I had a head injury. I have a few problems with my T but it's kind of take it or leave it.
He asks me if I know I can't have a person as an obsession. I told him about a new friend I have been spending a lot of time with. I know I can't. Crapola he must think I am really something crazy. I know I have nothing to prove to him but that bothers me.
I was actually thinking about telling him about the head injury but I'm not so sure he would believe me. I mean I started to, but I couldn't get it out. I didn't want to cry in front of him.

I don't know