Welcome Back to Psych Central. Sorry you have suffered so much. It really makes relationships difficult. Here is the best story I have heard on coping with schizophrenia.
http://forums.psychcentral.com/video...-ted-talk.html

Many people meet with a psychiatrist to discuss medication options for diminishing symptoms.

Some people find a therapist helps them talk through some of the roots their challenges stem from.

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Thanks for sharing your story.