It's the worst...walking along and an other does something so against my character, then disappear. Like I look out the window just looking...then an other shows up and gives everyone the FU finger and splits leaving me responsible...WTF!

This is just the light stuff.

It's such an indicator as to how out of control our system gets. We are not rational. It makes me feel crazy...but so does all the switching, but no one cares.

There is no telling what we might be doing tomorrow. Living in uncertainty is so stressful. I think we're going to go by heart attack. The blood pressure is up and the left arm throbs.

Tick tick goes the clock.

Sometimes it's good, but the bad out weighs.