no its my moods.. cause when were gonna do fun stuff .. well supposed to be fun stuff i have no anxiety.. i get anxiety over like going to docs stuff like that.... not over plans that im looking forward to... i guess its my fault cause i dont take meds and when i did take meds my moods were alot better... i mean id still have my days but nothing like when i dont take them..... but im going to see a new pdoc this thursday so im hopin they can find a med that doesnt make the sick and ill be a little better....