Ive had a bad history of mental health problems and any help is appreciated but it just keeps getting worse and worse lately. I think i have every symptom in the book of social anxiety and depression. All of my thoughts are negative, its hard to be social or even hold a conversation and it ruins my relationship with everyone. All i know is i cant take this **** anymore and im sick of all the people wondering whats wrong with me.

I know, i know get help but ive been on celexa and zoloft in the past and they didnt help a bit i told the doctor to take me off of them after i took over half a script at once( not fun). The only thing thats actually worked for me is benzos but i cant get any and if i wanted to get help i dont have health insurance anyway.

Has anyone out there had better luck with antidepressants? And do they help with the social anxiety part too?