I display all the symptoms of severe BPD. All of them. For example, my entire body is scarred from self-harm and I have tried to commit suicide 3 times. I do not know how or why, but I hurt my best friend and pushed her away from me, and I was too distracted to realise I was hurting her.

Does this make me a bad person? Should I stop talking to everyone, because I will hurt them eventually, no matter what I do? I have lost all my friends already; should I not even try to make new ones?