i did it!!!! i did it!!!!

& I would NOT have done it without EVERYONE's support and encouragement!!!!!!! i <font color="blue"> THANK YOU so much from the bottom of my heart!!!!! </font>

i'm happy to report that i have not done any serious damage!! i do however have a WICKED UTI! this may have accounted for some of the pain i've been experiencing.

because of YOU all i went to the doctor and found out about the UTI! i would NOT have gone without your support even though i was in pain - because i thought it was because of the SI....the doc said the bad stuff in my urine sample was "to numerous to count" ....lots of ickiness...but it could've gotten sooooo much worse!!!

you'll have to bare with me and my story....but i'm so happy with myself!! i feel like a toddler that just used the potty on her own for the first time!!!

scared stiff, i went to the docs this morning and said i needed a pelvic exam. when i was talking to the doc she asked if it hurt when i peed...she thought i might have a UTI...which i do...then she said we don't need to do a pelvic...BUT - yeah me!!! scared to death and literally trembling <font color="blue"> i said there's something i have to tell you </font> & i told her and she was very understanding!!! she did an exam and took a sample to make sure no infection...i'm OK!!!

it stings like the dickens down there - but i'm going to be OK!!! i'm stressed about work - but i know that will all work out for the best and i'm worried about my T appt thurs - but if i can do what i did today i think i can manage to make it through that appt as well!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU


i LOVE you all very much