I feel similar like I'm drowning in life and I just want to scream for help but can I be saved does anyone even care and do I even care?! I'm in DBT but most of the time I come in miserable so I think it's all stupid. I've been isolating myself for 4 months now only come out for therapy and I have no friends in real life I just want help but I have no idea what would even help a person like me.