I have a mental illness where I go into manic/psychosis episodes. During my psychosis, I will have strong religious values and beliefs (I get delusions). I will believe that I have have a purpose for the end of the world, that I play a part in it. I will believe that when I die, the world will no longer exist, I have paranoia of demons and spirits, and belief thst im hsving demon oppressions. I'm not allowed to watch movies with exorcisms/demons because I react to the chantings and possessions, mostly the chanting like I actually act possessed and turn into something else.....

It's severely difficult to distinguish my religion from my mental illness. Psychology and religion are completely separated by God and Science.*

I grew up religious and this is difficult for me. As I have always been this way my entire life.*

How do you think I should proceed, go about, this issue? Or anyone relate?


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