My life hasn't been the best for a while now, im 17 and have some issues with life. To start I've got low self esteem as i have gyneacomastia (man boobs), but since im into bodybuilding it kills me to see that my bodies starting to look good except my chest, i cant wear tshirts and it rules my life. I plan on getting surgery in the relative future to get rid of this issue. Now i also have keratosis pilaris rubra faceii which is science talk to red cheeks, and im fairly white. This is an issue ive kinda learned to cope with but also absolutely hate it. Thats about it for personal/self esteem issues. The next issue is my home life. My dad's always been this very controlling asshole. A very aggressive guy towards me and my half sister. Me and the people who know him think he has a mental disorder. For all of my life hes been strict as hell and treated me like id imagine a kid who was in and out of jail would be treated. One example is I would received these typed up life outlines. Stuff like bed by 1030, no friends on school nights, all of this over the top stuff. I took the blame for some kid in class and he made me stand in front of thr class and apologize, i held out for 6 months before finally giving in as getting my phone back was more important. My mom on the other hand works a bunch and complains a LOT. She can be very dramatic and irritating, and always gives me crap about something. I don't like school but im not an unpopular dude, i can get along with almost anyone. My life plans are to start one company and then expand till i can start another etc. That and trading stocks. Im pretty confident in myself, there isnt really anything i domt think i can do. I don't plan on going to college(yeah yeah i know "omg your gonna work at mcdonalds the rest of your life" ill take my chances on the road less traveled"). My goal was to buy an 05 mustang / mustang gt, but recently while borrowing my uncles old truck i got in an accident with it (driving on a wet road, hit gas instead of brake after i lost control, took oout a streetlight). this incident basically killed my mustang goal in the near future as i gotta buy it off him and pay to get it to pass inspection. Im here today because I realized something, nothings tying me down to where im at, what if i just up and left? Headed for the west coast and a new life. Ive always debated it but now i finally have a car and could carry out with this. Thoughts?