Thinking about terminating. Appointments are great, for the most part. It's the in-between times when the stuff is hitting the fan and I need reassuring that is the problem. Last night I had a bit of an epiphany. I expect too much from you. My bad. IDK how to fix it. And now GA is sick again and I'm alone and afraid and you add it on to the way things have been since the weekend, and I'm really spiraling. And I'm so tired.