hi Tucker! it's definitely NOT you!!! i had a less than great experience myself just yesterday (man so much has happened since then...i can't believe it was just yesterday!!)
anyway....here's part of that post....
...the office had a very short history form to fill out.
(1) What brings you here? work stress and self injury
(2) Treatment history? lots off and on for years - hospitalized three times - last hospitalized last week
(3) Medications? Zoloft & Welbutrin
he ended up asking me the typical checklist of questions...sleeping, eating, etc. and never even asked about my hospitalization, my work stress or my self injury!!
i know he's not a therapist and that he's there to provide medicinal relief - but geez....
personally, i think pdocs are a very strange lot!!! i've seen probably a dozen over the past however many years....they were all strange....not that they were bad docs....just strange - didn't really listen well....
so hang in there with your search!!! and know that it is definitely not you!! it's them!!!