So a couple days ago i had the best time i had a surprise party by my church at this really rich house. I went up on the roof even though I was afraid of heights and we played games. But towards the end i got kind of depressed you see theres a guy there i kind of like and i don't know if he likes me but we were talking on the way home and he said my mom had texted him asking about dating and he told me he doesn't date girls hed rather just be friends he said he had a bad experience in high school were a girl said she liked him then pulled out a condom.but that made me sad cause im 22 and ive had my first kiss but ive never been in love i never had a boyfriend and it just makes me feel like i so fail at life in general cause I can't have what I want. And now the guy will be gone for two years soon and it just hurts. But the suprise party was definitely great,

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